Fearless?

I'm a very lucky person. A lot of people would rob, steal and kill to have my life. I have a wonderful family, the most loyal and responsible boyfriend any girl could ask for, faithful, wonderful new and old friends, I have 10 fingers and ten toes, close to perfect eyesight and a wonderful childhood. What more could I ask for? What right do I have to ask for more? Yet I'm not happy... I say I am.. I have no reason not to be but yes.. I'm unhappy. Why? I really don't know.. Thats why I'm here to find out.

Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.
It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain
Its past, enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.

-E.D-